According to the app, we have another 46 days to go.
Before April came along, I was having a hectic March. So I was like, I'll worry about the things after March. Then April came along and I was like, after my birthday. Now that everything is over, I'm a little anxious.
Yes we wanted this baby badly and the past 8 months were at times challenging but mostly rewarding. But I'm so afraid now that it's drawing near. I'm not sure if I am capable of pushing this little being out of me. And then what's next? I'm not too worried about the help I'll get cause Daniel is super hands-on and I have experienced sisters and mother. I'm more worried about those things that they cannot help me with - ie labour.
Anyway, it's week 33 now, another 6-7 weeks (which is the length of a short semester and I always find them passing by too fast). In another 6-7 weeks, I'll be upgraded to be a mother. I'm not sure how that'll be like but I'll get there when I get there.
As of now, I should start packing my hospital bag, perhaps buying the few stuff that I have remaining that I've not bought (nursing bra, belly bandit, my breast pump, bottle warmer etc). We will also start washing baby's clothes next week. I think week 35 is a good time to start washing.
Can't wait to see you baby, thank you for growing healthily and moving well inside of me daily to remind me that you are OK.
<3 Mummy Chong
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